这世界还真假。。。

这个世界是真的还是假的，
我真的分不清楚。。
充满侮辱、批评、厌恶的世界，
我到底还能不能活下去。。。
没有一个人是我真的能相信的
没有一个人是真的能变成我倾诉痛苦的对象
没有一个人是能体会到我现在的痛苦
没有一个人是真的有在关心我，心疼我的
没有，真的真的没有
所以，
我真的不知道，
是否这世界是真的还是假的，
是否我还能不能存活下去，
我真的真的想放弃了。。

Holiday....

hav a great holiday yesterday
n i reached my target!!
i hav finished doing my revision on gepgrafi n sejarah../
dis is de 1st time i'm so hardworking...
i hav breakfast wiv my mom in Grand Palace..
saw some old frens but they didint even come n say a word:'hi' to us..
kinda dissapointed...
thn i went to bm tuition
i was bullied by a little girl who was 3 years younger thn me
how shame m i!!
bt, still hav a great time in de tuition...
thn went back home n start doing my revision on geografi...
i accidentally fell asleep while doing my revision...><
bt still woke up n finished it..
went to attend a house-warming party at night...
many mosquitoes at there!!
my legs were stung by de mosquitoes... damn itchy
bt de food were great n delicious...
tad's my holiday..
plan to do my all my homeworks 2mr... hope i can finish it...

Thursday...

2mr is a public holiday,
but still have to go to tuition...
urgh... 2 hr n 30min,
omg, it's so long...
at night, still have to attend a house-warming party( boring~)
i have made a decision 2 do my revision on geografi n science 2mr
have to work hard now....
gambateh for my self.... XDD

Wednesday!!

as usual, we were having de assembly....
unfortunately, de sun was very hot until i cant tahan it...
many students used their book to block de sun, n i m of them ><
i dunno izzit de mosquitoe likes me very much coz they kept stinging me during de assembly
my leg now is very itchy... urgh...
thn it's all juz as usual...
after me n my mom accompanied my sister to de dental clinic,
we went to McD to have our dinner
thn went shopping around
pity my dog,have to wait until 6.30 only thn she cn have her dinner
that's all for today
Bye~

Mond@Y~~

早上，没什么事发生。。。
下午呢。。有几件事情。。
第一：课外活动被取消。不知道要怎样回家。妈妈又不要接电话。老姐就叫我跟朋友借钱打电话，结果还不是一样。。。然后就躲进图书馆咯，先是跟catherine聊天，然后bong有回来了，我们就在那边玩他的相机><
然后catheirne就先回家
然后就跟bong聊天
然后他就问我要去makmal ICT 吗
然后我就去问我老姐
哪里知道她讲车子来了
害我不能去看他们pengawas aktiviti 的video T.T
然后就回家咯
然后就开始上网了。。。

Friday~

morning assembly, me suddenly dipanggil menjadi MC
thn, as usual lor.....
nth happened actually
afternnon, had my lunch at KRP, thn go back 2 school again...
maths quiz.... susah betul....
thn rushed 2 KRS
learn kawad kaki which was super boring de
thn teacher told us cannot wear pj shirt, only uniform or KRS t-shirt(stupid teacher)
thn go home....
go 2 tuition....
come back
start playing facebook n blogging

Boring Wednesday....

today, as usual, perhimpunan.... urgh....
so much announcement....
standing at de vack there for 1 hr + until my leg cramped....
then, all de pemimpin pelajar stay back
de teacher gave some sort of taklimat(boring)
then, spotcheck for us, excluding de pelajar-pelajar
luckily nth happened to me^^
thn go back n start de pnp session liao
when de science period,
we r doin experiment using cockroach n grasshoppers
i scare cockroach very much bt my frens still use them to terkejut me
sohai de......
thn go back home n eat lunch n thn go to piano lesson
i listened 18classical music bt none of them is my cup of tea....
so i let teaxher to choose it for me
unfortunately, she chose a super hard piece for me
guess i will failed when exam...

Sundae~~

dis is de best sunday i hav ever had
my parents went to bekenu is morning until afternoon while my sister went to her friend's house, I"M　FREE!!!
i have woke up at 7.00 am bt stay in bed until 8.00 am
thn i took my breakfast and started playing facebook.....
i think i'm addicted to it coz hav 2 open it everyday or else i cant sleep in the night, weird right?
back to topic
thn i took cup noodles for my lunch...FINALLY, i can eat cup noodles in my very own house, coz my daddy dun let us 2 eat it....
i dun hav 2 go tuition 2day, cn do my revision......
bt at night still hav 2 go 2 dancing class... T.T...
bt it is still a relaxing sunday 4 me.... =p

huhuhu.... finally... piano exam is over, i now can rlax myself sikit....:p
hmm..... i still dunno should i enter de bsb contest or not coz i have oredi entered de singing contest....
n we r goin to sing My Heart Will Go On
hard song, coz our voice is nt that powerful n not that high so is kinda for us
i think i will tell them to change to an easier song with de range not that big...

i'm tired....
too many things gong on 2day
firstly is de competition thn i hav to rush to my piano lesson thn still nid to do my hw, there's so much hw today....
i am oso nervous, tmr is my piano exam
although my teacher said i will pass bt i will like to get distinction...
wish me good luck tmr!!

[MP3 Download] A'st1 - Yearning of the Heart

[MP3 Download] A'st1 - Yearning of the Heart

[MP3 Download] A'st1 - Yearning of the Heart